Ramadan is an important month, a month to fast and increase your worship, to ask forgiveness, to learn humility and patience.
Muslim's look forward to Ramadan, are sad when it leaves.
But this year I am worried. And then I feel guilty for feeling anxious.
Bee has gotten to a clingy stage….a VERY clingy stage. She constantly whines, and if I am out of sight for even just a second she screams as if she is being battered (what must my neighbours think?!)
As a result I can do absolutely nothing until she goes to sleep. And with my hubby out of the house from 7am to 8/9pm I am left feeling tired, upset and practically on the verge of tears.
I can't eat, bath, change in peace.
I already feel like a wreck, and often feel dizzy.
How am I going to cope with all this and in addition fast for up to 19 hours?
I keep reminding myself that there are people out there in worse off situations but I can't help but feel anxious.