One thing I wish I could forget is the hurt caused to me by ‘friends’. I am not trying to ‘big myself up’ but I genuinely care for the people I call friends and would do anything for them if they needed me. I am generous and often put their needs in front of my own.
So it hurts when I feel let down by them. When they are not there for me when I need them. When they turn on me.
I wish I could forget that hurt because now it can affect any friendship I have. I can initially be reserved and it will take a while to let anyone in. If they make one foot wrong I push them out of my life.